Anyways, I’ve decided i’m going to start blogging again, but not JUST about all of these cool bands, also about my life. Just saying. (: It’s probably my best bet if i actually want to start blogging again. 

So tomorrow at school is “80’s workout day” scary considering some of the kids that are going to dress up are let’s just say not the most attractive in the world. Honestly this isn’t a becoming fad, but i suppose i will dress up anyways; just for the fun of it, because who DOESN’T want to look like Richard Simmons for a day? All jokes aside, i have no idea what to expect when i walk through the doors tomorrow with my “high ponytail” leggings, and God forbid; my dad’s white socks made to look like leg warmers. It should be an interesting day.

I told myself Wednesday i was going to start blogging a  lot more… has yet to happen. I guess i will just have to get off my lazy butt and do it.

When i see you, i automatically feel better. About my sister’s death, about my insecurities and about anything else I have ever done or thought. I know it’s wrong to let you see me like this with my guard down. Especially since you have a girlfriend and all; i know i’m screwed, but i’m addicted to you boy. Nothing will change that. I wish it was me that your arms were wrapped around, not her. You should be mine, not hers and i can’t help but think that every time i see you. I hate that you love her and not me, i hate that i do this to myself. But i just can’t move on from you boy. I hate that i can joke around with you and feel like i’m on top of the world; but when she comes around i fall of the face of the earth. I wish i were her, and i wish you loved me the way i love you. Because boy i’m falling harder for you everyday. 

lousbianqueen:

when liam doesn’t like something he doesn’t want to be mean about it but he can’t help it so he just ends up looking like this 

(via kingharryofcheshire)